Today, the company executives and staff training the following day , the curriculum of my first class in the afternoon , when I feel very boring lecture , I expect them to be more boring lectures , because I almost no preparation, holding ago Of ppt on the podium , and finished 6S site assessment standard training , I went to the outside.
Evening, staff training is still a group dinner . We went to the old place : Chongqing **** pot .
Dinner, we would have more, the latter is drunk , the upper and lower boundaries have begun to blur, not arrested in the form of a topic .
Do not know how the talk , I asked a local staff did not get married , he said, had a less than perfect marriage, I looked up and saw him behind a pair of San Zhao fog lens eyes , my heart is a dynamic , I ask again , did not have children , he said no , I said , nothing to do , you do not ah .
May be looking at his eyes filled with moisture it , or, through the wine of diffuse , my thoughts fluttering Huhu .
I thought of myself, I used to be to the edge of the broken marriage . Although no final rupture , but only a crack has been like a bowl , crack terrorist suspects, shocking , at any time may be broken again .
I do not know , and very confused , busy all day long , the pursuit of what ? Is the money? Or sex ? Eat, drink or other ?
I have been misunderstood , been condemned , is it a problem with my values ?
My true feelings of others is seen as false , I pay will not change , no one is mad , go get emotional joking , that thing , I can not afford that !
Drinking really well numb the human mind , people can be good short-term happiness together , alcohol may stimulate the excitement of the speed of blood flow , were fluttering thoughts , good fantasy coming true , all the pain will Not .
Old Wei came back, still crazy for him "MM" playing to enthusiastic greetings telephone .
Lao Liu is also a great time to come to my computer and see South Korea and Japan A film .
Watch Old Wei 's ambiguous expression, looking at old Liu is looking into A movie, I suddenly felt , wine color and is predestined us what the real feelings not afford , or with some good sex .
I love the wine color !